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The last day

One minute you are still with me and the next minute you are gone..

Can feeling you will leave me soon, but always I told myself that is impossible!
Unfortunately, yesterday is the day you leave. Ha! some more it is our 9th month. I am waiting you to say 9th month anniversary for me, who's know you will say the most hurting word for me.
Aren't you dont know yesterday was our 9th month?
The promise you keep, now maybe change to nothing.
The thing you say, maybe it cant happen on future.
The birthday present that you wanted to give me on this year's birthday, maybe it couldn't happen anymore. maybe you're already dont know what you say
You ask me we two still can be friend?
What the answer I should answer you? I dont know you will take me as your friend or enemy?
I also dont know how to face you when seeing you at anywhere on schooling time

Since the beginning of form 4 life, you are try to improve those ex classmate's friendship
While you are improving, you doesn't think a girl is waiting you to find her when at morning and accompany her? You always ignore! ignore! and ignore!
Seems like I am the person who always easy to let people ignore~
I am nothing for you and I am not as important as your friend..
Morning accompany your friend, recess accompany me. Actually, almost of the time, you are accompany your friend.. That's why I always purpose to ponteng for see you. This action, for you is a bad attitude, but for me, that is a better way to let me see you.
If you are think I am a bad person or a simply person and hate me, up to you bah. I dont have the qualified to stopped what your mind think.

Maybe what you do, you aren't think about me
But what i do, I got think about you and want to share with you.
Since JinWen told me you go to seven eleven but sweet, i think you will think about me but you're not! Seriously to thinking, only i realise, i really nothing for you!
Always want your caring, but you are not the 1st person
Always want your accompanied, but you are not the person

Maybe this is the last post i wrote about you..
I dont want to let other people think i am so weak..
Or i will be post on next post or next next post??

If i be the person to say the word, maybe I am not so sad..
Sorry to disturb you on education...


Should Us be the friend or be a stranger that each other knowing very well??

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