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I'm tired. . .

Dont know why this few day feel very tired.
Have many thing need to facing.
Study la, friend's relationship la, family la, someone relationship la and so on~
Really very tired do people..
But i wont so easy killing myself dont know say the word
Coz i'm thinking, i so hard to live 15 years in this earth, if i killing myself, is very a stupid thing.
I'm trying let myself happy, although my sis how to say me hiao, i just dont care her!
Or my mom just scold me keep sms, i just dont heard what she say..
I'm happy when i with my funny friend or my monkey classmate..
My family? i not think with them i will happy..
They just keep scolding me, call me do thing like a maid!!
Now, i very agree what nee say at yesterday
Mom and dad just a couple that give me live and eat..
Didnt get LOVE from them..
How can i live in a family without love?
Now, i want be stronger.. If not they hurt, i sure will cry, cry also no use.
So, now i dont want care about my family thing!! A stupid thing, i think.
Last aunt call mom becareful me.. i know what the reason. but i not so stupid will let someone bluff..

Study? PMR is coming soon, i still not yet prepare =.=
Next month, i will concencrete in my study. i trust myself!
Friend's relationship?
I think classmate's relationship more confused..
At here, cant explain very clearly.

I really tired~
So many thing have to facing..
I dont know i can tahan untill when..
Got one day i will cry? cry untill so long time? I dont know the answer


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