by Kai Sin™ ♥

Today is me and him one month already. Very hard oni pass through one month, it very difficult la. Tomorrow open school le.. Now, no mood to write anything.. I love pig forever~

Dont know why this few day feel very tired. Have many thing need to facing. Study la, friend's relationship la, family la, someone relationship la and so on~ Really very tired do people.. But i wont so easy killing myself dont know say the word Coz i'm thinking, i so hard to live 15 years in this earth, if i killing myself, is very a stupid thing. I'm trying let myself happy, although my sis how to say me hiao, i just dont care her! Or my mom just scold me keep sms, i just dont heard what she say.. I'm happy when i with my funny friend or my monkey classmate.. My family? i not think with them i will happy.. They just keep scolding me, call me do thing like a maid!! Now, i very agree what nee say at yesterday Mom and dad just a couple that give me live and eat.. Didnt get LOVE from them.. How can i live in a family without love? Now, i want be stronger.. If not they hurt, i sure will cry, cry also no use. So, now i dont want care about my family thing!! A stupid thing, i...

Yesterday, i heard some people talk with my mom.. i feel weird, coz nobody will come over my house in early morning.. When mom call us wake up, i quickly go living for seeing who * keipo .. Ohh.. Is my aunt, she come over for cut hair.. and eating bah kut teh with us.. Kapar's bah kut teh quiet nice to eat.. hahaa After eat finish, aunt go saloon cut hair, we fetch sis to attend her tuition class.. After that, back home..^^ About 12.++ i tell him that i can call to his housephone, but he say cant call edi, his mom starting mark him. Suddenly, he say can call me, then i let him call lo =.= hahaa When 1.00, i tell him can call to me, coz my mom and sis not at home.. hahaa Chat with him in phone awhile, then change clothe for going klang Last aunt cant with us going to klang parade, coz she was sick =.= hope she recover faster..^^ My mom, sis and i going to klang parade.. First, we go guardian. For buy my brother face thing. Then, we ate at old town.. order all thing already, but my ...

Finally, friday also come already.. hehee.. 3 hours tuition have pass already..^^ happy la~ Today afternoon, mom bring me and bro go cut hair.. I dont know want cut or not.. then ask my best friend - jing, that i want cut or not.. She decide me cut.. but i scare very short, my heart will broken.. hahaa We two also got chat.. ask her many thing.. Ask her want cut hair or not... Ask her we two will break in half or not.. haizz.. we two together want 1 month already.. hahaa hope we two wont break in half^^

Today, i wake up in 9.37.. After brush my teeth and face.. i eat breakfast with family's member.. After a while, i bring phone go out to shop.. Keep sms with him and some classmate.. Afternoon, i on9 a while.. Then chat with him.. Chat in half, i say 'ohh'.. He say dont want chap me.. i think him joking oni but he really dont want chap me Keep say sorry to he but he say : if i still say sorry.. also dont want chap me What? then want me how? After a while, he sendiri come chap me.. hahaa Eleh, dont know who dont want chap me.. hahaa i keep say this to him.. After i off.. he call to me.. And say just now play play oni.. he still ask i got sad? Haiyo.. i also know u play oni la.. I heard his phone also want becareful.. Nowaday, mom 'mark'me already.. dont know what happen.. maybe i keep sms.. but before i also sms.. she nothing also.. haiya.. whatever la, can sms with him can already..

I very scare my result get fail.. Especially, Inggeris, science and math..! Inggeris and math for me quiet important.. haizz.. Blame myslef.. No concenrete do revison.. haiz When English exam i also sick, cincai do then fall sleep at class.. Zzz.. why my sick come find me when exam? God bless me! I dont want any get fail in my exam.. Coz this term exam quiet important to me! Hope my best friend's result can take good.. That people too^^

Wen, you change a lot.. change to a person i dont know you.. Last year, between u, salma and hui.. i most like you.. Coz you didnt be proud of ur result.. You still teach me how to do math.. But now? You see people like take head to see.. Yea, we's result not as good as you.. But, you need like this see us? U call me draw thing but u wrap it.. ok.. i keikei didnt see it.. Second time also.. If you dont want i draw, pls dont call me draw! Why you can become a very selfish person? Yesterday, u send that kind of message to me.. i very angry on u.. Want his number see jing's phonebook.. Want his number say hate me.. Want his number say i not ur best sister.. His number is what do de? his number got so important to u? You want his number dont want us.. Although u say u are joke.. But i still not believe you.. You are the person that change a lot and become we dont know you! I love before de wen!

Yesterday night, K want me to tell wen that jason phone spoil edi.. Coz jason and wen . . . . . . Then, i send's message to wen.. She reply i am who.. Still dont know who dont want give her the number.. I see straight get =.= I reply her that i am kaisin.. She say y i always change num and so many secret didnt tell her.. i ask her what secret didnt tell her? she say K number.. What the hell!! U got so many secret have to tell me too? I still want u this friend oni didnt scold u! Always want his number.. If really want, take from him.. See him want give or not.. If he dont want give then enough la.. Why always talk about his number? Sorry.. if i got say wrong word!

This time, i write blog or sms also about 3R's student.. What thing have to improve me and 3R's relationship? Last year, i not attend my classmate.. dont know why.. But now, all thing have to different.. We girl talk's topic about boy classmate.. But boy will talk about we? hahaa Our class ar? nothing special.. but they very clever make noisy.. Form teacher also cant tahan us.. S class teacher always come our class to give amaran.. include cik.goh and puspamala.. Principal pass through also want to stop and seeing us.. funny~ But, our result can win the K class who was teacher is cik.salmah.. Is it We next year can same class? Same class with all of this monkey classmate.. hahaa^^

First day holiday, nothing to do.. Today morning 8.40 wake up already, coz 9.00 got tuition class.. haizz.. always tuition tuition tuition.. sienzz About 10am many friend sms to me.. So, i didnt heard teacher explain the english paper.. concencrete sms.. PMR is coming soon, but i still not yet prepare.. =.= Yesterday night, my two sis pakat want take my phone for seeing my message, no manner.. I sms also very scare.. need protect my phone.. Same times, he also let his brother elbow.. Zzz Coz he didnt use the computer, then his two brother say he play untill spoil =.= Nowaday, he didnt use the computer.. coz always sms to me.. [he like this say de] Today morning, he say his stomach still pain.. Haiyo.. all people fight must beat stomach de meh.. weird. . .

Today, 8.55 mum come my room call me wake up.. But i am very tired.. coz yesterday 1.00 only sleep and talk phone with the him almost want 2 hour.. Talk phone with the he got 3 day already.. mum cant tahan ask my sis i talk phone with who.. My sis still ask me got bf edi? funny... After brush teeth and wash face, then follow my parent go out lim teh and going to shop.. At shop very sienzz, luckly i got bring phone go.. Today and yesterday keep sms with him.. not this two day, other day also.. He, always scare this scare that.. haiyo Afternnon, didnt eating.. Just now my meimei help me cook maggie mee.. can tahan untill night He didnt like me eat maggie mee de.. Coz got one day i sick, i tell him i eat maggie as lunch.. he scold me =.= maggie mee not good meh? haiyo.. can eat can edi mar.. scold me T.T Still got other 7 days how to pass? very boring lar.. Zzz

Saturday and Sunday didnt going to school very sienzz.. One week holiday how to pass? i just can say very sienz only.. And cant see the him.. more sienzz He, very funny.. Always scare i like other people.. i got so flower heart meh.. Abit keyakinan also not.. haizz

Yesterday, wen borrow jing phone then see her phonebook.. Suddenly, she see k number.. Jing quickly take her phone.. Then wen say 'har, got his number'.. Me, jing and hui go toilet.. Jing tell me how? i say nevermind de.. Back class, jing sms to K say that wen see till his number.. When he and jing sms, i call salma.. Salma straight scold me.. Salma, i know that time u angry.. not angry i dont want borrow u, my phone.. is u know i have K number.. sorry I know u like him.. but he like me.. me and his's thing i no dare tell u.. Coz, u will get hurt.. and sad.. i really no dare tell you his thing.. i dont want me and u relationship get broken.. wen i dont care.. but i most important u.. Yesterday, u tell me.. feel i like very scare u.. and didnt tell u thing.. Yea, i very scare you.. and didnt tell u my many thing.. like XXX de sister.. [but i no so scare u..] how come i will tell u.. u like him.. Your attitude or action edi let me know that u still like him.. if a people like...

Long time no login my blog le.. coz internet got problem and exam.. hahaa.. but now over edi.. yeah! Many thing had gone to happen.. 15/8/2009 That day, my one classmate his house got open house.. Early i think i cant go already, then think mom that day got go klang utama.. faster ask mom permission.. hohoho she say can^^ 7.++ go out from my house to his house.. Almost want reach his house, then call to another classmate- girl to ask his house at where.. Reach his house, i didnt eat.. keep talk with ee jing and salma.. After that, we go visit his house.. We straight at his room play.. 17/8/2009-21/8/2009 this week is exam week.. very sienzz Most sienzz is i still sick.. i very scare my BI, math and scinece will fail.. i hope this term exam no subject fail^^

Today, J dont know what happen.. Ask me, i will choose who? K? other person? i Answer dont know, tak tau, bu zhi dao Then, he say he got chance? =.= how? got people can help me? I very fan!!!!!!!!!!

apa salma cakap? she say if i dont want tell the asnwer, i will hurt two person? apa? two person is who? K oni mar, another is? J? Lol.. J like the girl at other class.. Err, i tell the answer to a person.. The person i very believe and very protect me.. hehee^^ The person always protect me, i know Yesterrday, we are chating.. suddenly say want celebrate my birthday, i say maybe cant celebrate, coz PMR is coming soon == But i really hope can celebrate.. haizz.. reach that day oni see lo You also say want present me a couple thing, i heard le very shocked =.= i dont think u will think it like that Last Saturday, i suddenly want buy a pig thing.. Coz, i always say i like to sleep, u also say i'm pig. So, i'm concencrete to find a pig At kp find, also not that kind of thing.. Then, go S&J at jj.. Wah, there have a lot thing of.. then i see the pig.. have two type.. i ask my meimei, which pig more nice? she say two also nice.. then, i didnt think anymore, straight take the pig ...

Friday, we plane going to school to do revision at saturday.. After do revision we go kp to celebrate Siu hui's birthday Today, early wake up sit bus to school.. Reach school.. me and siu hui go to dataran put beg den go to tree there for waiting salma About 8.++ our revision time is started.. yerr.. boring la.. Zzz in half to do revision, we go to play badminton.. Firstly, vivian(rex's sister) play badminton with adibah, meanwhile, i play badminton with salma.. Second round.. we go bola tampar there play badminton.. In bola tampar court, me with siu hui plays badminton, salma with vivian plays badminton.. After that, change player.. me with vivian plays, salma with rex play.. hahaa i play badminton with sister, salma play badminton with brother Then, we conitnue do revision =.= About 11.++ We go toilet change clother.. but i didnt change hehee special We 11 people go to kp.. got kaisin^^, salma, siu hui, xiao feng, adibah, vivian, jen han, thiam teck, rex, ka way and chinyap.....