by Kai Sin™ ♥

当我一开始听到那个消息时 以为是他的哥哥 谁知道和我平岁的 简直是接受不到 我 虽然不是跟他很熟， 毕竟小学同班两三年过 很少交谈 很少接触 可是 在一个课室里一起学习过 一起上课过 一起过儿童节 一起过每个节日 一起打球过 难免对他的突然去世 是有一点伤心 事情的发生能怪谁？ 罗里司机？ 那个撞到他人的印度人？ 各有各的看法 我只知道他真的很可怜 被印度人撞倒后 又被大大辆的马来罗里辗过去 我好像知道 当他不能从罗里底下爬出来时 是否知道自己就这样完了？ 我好像知道 他自己能不能接受自己已经离开人间了？ 我好像知道 他会不服气吗？ 我好像知道 他会不会很痛？ 我想 加埔朋友会比我难过吧 毕竟相处了有一段很长的时间 他答应他朋友的事情 办不到了 他朋友难过 他也会难过吧 一个和我一样小只的人 就要面对那种很痛的感觉 一个和我同年龄的人 不能再享受青春了 早上一个人起来 想了很多 很多事情  不能自己能控制的 当你知道死神就站在你隔壁 你能叫他走开吗？ 当死神要把你从你的最爱的家人和朋友身边拉走你时 你能甩开他的手吗？ 命运的安排 也逃不过， 我身边的人 请珍惜你所拥有的人。 突然的去世真的很让人接受不到 连我这个不是很认识他的人 都已经感到很难过很可怜了， 只希望他的家人和朋友能看他最后一面， 明天出殡了。 生老病死的离去 不至于那么伤心

Ohhhh, I cant believe myself still at here update my blog :O And it is 10.20PM, Is the time to sleep, rite? But these day i sleep lately, Bcoz one of the drama movie gonna end, Heheee :D So, it means all xP Have alot of homework from school and tuition, Very tired when doing all of it, And i seldom online too O.O Miracle, rite? HAHAAAA Other reason is bcoz my dad start to ask me : 'No need do ur revison or homework?' Walao ehhh, I was kns super hate heard this sentences. :@ Kay, stop here, Rush my h-o-m-e-w-o-r-k-ssss. U misunderstand what i means, But i could not explain for u. Just let it goes naturally..

Today have school again, Very hate when saturday have school ): Cannot sleep lately :@ And my hand was written by my friend, I willing let them do it, Bcoz it is so boring at class :X After that.. Going jj to watch movie with friend, The movie we choose is I♥HK :] U know why? Bcoz Chloe and me want watch it badly, And today is the day :D Before that, we're having our lunch at Pizza, Pely_Senior is beside of me :]  Not very nice :\ Not bad the movie, Recommended for those who havent watch, Have many Hong Kong actor do, Its just same like 72加租客 :D I was damn like one people at house :] Turn the volume of music to the max, the world is u xD I found this quote in someone blog, 真正的朋友不是在一起有聊不完的话，而是即使一句话也不说也不觉得尴尬。 Yea, a truly friend will not have this feeling, And the action is so naturally (((:

Me and my friend have something happened, Its come smoothly without any warning, This is the 1st time happen in my life, And also the 1st time i need face it, This time, i cant escape it. Bcoz im the main character, I cannot throw this problem for my friend, I should be handle by myself But.... I dont know how to handle, And let u disappointed Is ok is ok, This thing happen cant blame any people, Just can say, we know everything clearly. [Something] suppose cant let u know, but u knew it [Something] suppose i cant to know, but i knew it That's why, this thing happend.. Now i care the friendship have any useful? There is definitely No.. If u knew it earlier, This thing would not happend. If u didnt care too much, Our friendship may longer than before. Conclusion : Just let it goes naturally..

Arrrggggghhh, Chinese New Year gonna end soon ): Everything need back to normal as usual, Study tuition online eat then sleep :X Im so sad, i like CNY Bcoz every ppl can gather in this big big day. Had many CNY outing this year, ;) And finally i edi have the group photo of the trip Can u see me? :) U cant see me bcoz the uncle block me ): I miss the moment at Kuantan, although it is killing me but i liked it xP Total have 5 family at the photo, including my family :D Li teng house! x) With besties (: Going out from 31.1 until 10.2 :D This time to concentrate on studies? :O Yesterday_14.2.2011 As everyone know, that is Valentine day Nothing special, kay? It is just a day for couple oni, Single one was stay alone at house, If going out, U will more charm, Bcoz it is full of couple x) Including me :] And government was so good, They know couple will dating until very lately then they make today as pubilc holiday hahahaaa :D Off to do my tuition akaun, Difficul...

I am so happy from friday until today (: Bcoz i keep going out with friend, hee ^___^ Friday , my classmate + besties come over kapar by taking bus or vehicles, Luckily, they still didnt lost their way when come here, I am so worry and keep arrange transport when they come and back. Unfortunately, Salma, Ah girl, Su Xin and Kee Seong take bus come bcoz Jen Han's car fulled. But nvm, back im still can manage it, They dun need take bus :D Wow, 1st time my house gonna booom, Around 19 person visit my house, Even my indian neighbour shocked too xD Happy jiu hao! We take our lunch at Bamboo house, the kind one x) Im super duper extremely happy on that day (: Saturday, Today i go out for whole day :] Was going to Klang afternoon, After take my lunch, Headed to kp, meet Jw and Ys there, fter few minute, meet Zt and Cl too.. When i reached kapar, directly go to Chloe house, Bcoz had an outing with her and her bf. She doesn't know i going out with her -.- She said,...

Haa! I comes to update my blog, But not about today. Today, all the thing i will update when they upload the photo. I really dont know how to solve the problem that ppl ask me about the question :X I like to escape the truth :| So that KY always scold me about this. I dont know how to face it, Really. It is difficult than exam.. Exam, u can write the answer in ur mind without thinking that will hurt ppl But about this, u want to reject but scare it will hurt ppl :\ Walao >.< After reject, then had been asking is it get hurt from my ex :O Maybe? Got no dare to accept other ppl although have good feeling, 一次不够要再来一次? I really scare about it, It really hurt me deeply until i was thinking that should believe love again? Dont kacao me then, >.< I do enjoy my life now, Although not perfectly but i was hardworking to stay alive because of myself, Not other ppl.

Kuantan, can say is a very bery clean country. Environment is super fresh (: The schedule of Kuantan is nice and fun, 1st day of Chinese New Year is the day i like the most But 2nd day of CNY is the torture day for us. Wake up at 5 o'clock, Get ready then sit a lorry to go in the mountain, Of course the road to there is difficult, Many stone let the lorry keep shaking, Once u didnt hold tightly anything in the lorry, u can fall down from the lorry :X And we climb the mountain that have many stone with water and its somemore very dangerous Luckily, a men whose i dont know who are him but he lend me his hand to pull me up from the 'xie po' 我很喜欢这种人 你不认识他可是他愿意拉你一把 :D And sure got hiam hiam fall down :P But my both parent more serious, they really fall down many times >.< But u see the waterfall that have rainbow, everything is valueable (: And we ate the maggie mee with the water :D It is! xD See, how tired am i? Sweating many xD  My mom an...

Having my Reunion dinner with my beloved cousin :D And today was so busy :X Tired dao~ Wanna sleep but still need to pray >.< Just keep luggage, Didnt any excited feeling! How come? :S Even my two sis also no feel so xD Oh yea, My bro gonno stay at house alone hahaa~ Bcoz he has exam monday, so he stay at house to prepare his exam. How pity? (: Kay, stop here.. Anyway, Wish all my families, besties, friend, Happy Chinese New Year! Enjoy the great time with ur family, Appreciate ya ♥

 My besties :D Was going to new jj watching movie with my besties (: We take bus to Klang then take bus again to New jj, Not difficult, actually :D My new experience again! haa~ Having my lunch at Kim Gary Super delicious if compare with T-Concept. Of course, ytd was a raining day too, cold dao~ Our movie was Home Coming! Jen Han helped us buy the ticket and we're late in the cinema, Nvm, still havent missed the funny part xD Quite funny the movie. I choose home coming bcoz my mom gonna buy the Great day dvd :D Clever lea :P After that, eating the ice. And xxx fetch us back xD xxx? Shhh~ you know, she know, he know, i know then ok d x)))) Lastly, Happy Birthday, My taller mei mei! Mom bought cake for her, And dad and mom sing birthday song for her, My bro, sis and i just seeing oni hahaaa Anyway, she happy enough! ___Finally, today is a sunny day :)