by Kai Sin™ ♥

今天又满了一个月= 两个月 明天就是hari koperasi 还记得吗？我是从那天就喜欢你了 我告诉俐婷关于我们的事情，吵出感情 越讲越高兴、越讲越兴奋 很多人问我？还要等？ 我应该不算在等 只是还放下不下这段感情 让时间冲淡我的回忆吧 时间是我的药物 他们替我不值 说，追我的人是他 不要我的人也是他 我只是不把他们说的话放在心里 不敢再想下去 其实我已经想过很多篇了 他的朋友问他 还要不要追回我 他说不懂 之前他答应过的 他会 现在 承诺变成垃圾了 变成空气 抓不着 不懂的意思 就是考虑 连这个还要考虑 代表不会了 希望变成了失望 在想着 我真得那么坚强？ 失恋了 臭脸只摆了一天 接下来的日子 我是带着笑容面对的 可是晚上的时候 我好孤单。现在明白 一个人哭是很孤单的 如果 真得不能实现你给别人的希望或承诺 请不要答应他们。。

Sorry for not update in this 7 day, i wanted to update but my sister behind of me I dont want let she know what i blog (: PRIVACY! Talk about this few day.. First day of school, with my new hair style. Many people say quiet okay, many people say not okay. Whatever, that is my hair. I feel comfortable is enough. I will cut until like this is because previous very long, wanted let my hair short little bit, so that while doing anything no need disturb my eye. But some of the people think i cut like this is because of KJ -.- Not really, okay? And my result very worst! Three subject are failed Especially is English. Whole class is failed, except three person. Teacher say, our english language is not better than Standard 2 Standard two is greater than us == About HooiQin birthday. I didnt sing many and wasted money But i wasted very valuable (: LiTeng keep forcing i sing, very shy mar @@ Maybe next time will not very shy hahaha Yesterday going to school at nigh.....

我并不是最优秀的 也不是最美丽的 更不是最聪明的 我喜欢无忧无虑的生活 所以这四年里 我过着吃喝玩乐的生活 空闲时 从不温习 Facebook 是我人生的一部分 复杂 跟我扯不上关系 简单 跟我是好朋友 我好怀恋初中二的我 那种只会玩的生活 不会为了爱情而自残自己 却为了为友情牺牲 初中二的生活 我烙烙印在心中 那种为了友情拼得死去活来 却不知道我的爱情是从那开始的 初中三的生活 我模糊不清 也许是太过美好了 爱情的种子开始萌芽。。 也让我体会到 被爱的感觉 也让我体会到 付出真心也会得到伤字 在天堂的时候 我好像去地狱看看是如何的 当真的在地狱无法回到天堂的日子时 我开始怀恋了天堂的日子 他从天堂把我拉到地狱了 我后悔了。后会选择他当我的男友 朋友比情侣好 至少不会搞到这样悲惨 后悔了又何必当初呢？ 以前风光过 现在是能当一堆不起眼的草 我又回到了273前的日子。 到底这感觉是对谁错 我已不像追究 越是在乎的人越是猜不透

Today is Yong Sheng birthday. My best friend's husband (: When schooling day, JW already say want to give him a big supprise and going to new jj without let him know. Yet, today is his birthday. So the planning was go through successful (: When 6.00pm, ZT send a message inform me that thier planning is successful.. Yesterday i am afraid that Form 3 SiM yEe and MinSin will celebrate with him due to i view their status at face book. Luckily that is not true because JW very dislike both of them.. As my information, ZT CL JW and SzeKhim were going to BBT JJ by bus early in the morning Reach the location, another gang of YongSheng friend bring he to popular and then they jumped out queitly Firstly, YongSheng was shocked when seeing them. Secondly he cry for her 'wife' to plan all the supprise If for you, will you cry? If live such far from kwang hua and going there by bus for celebrate ur birthday and give u supprise? If for me, i will xD The sweet couple (: I really wish them...

A greeting will be let the friendship get closer But somebody is so selfish to say hello or a smile I understand some situation is not allowed to do like this, maybe each other happen something For those didnt had something happen, they are very selfish Or they thought themselves is a high-class person? Actually they aren't They're just a normal like us, but they act until like that.. Or should say, be classmate before very ashamed them Haha dont know also -.-

Today very unlucky :( My dog get catch by MPK when we are going out When my sister and i heard the new, wanted to cry Actually have four dog at my house area, now just have two's dog Those dog, really very good. Last few day, those dog are barking around my house area, my mum doubt got thief want to steal thing. After the day, my mum double check, got nothing to lost Really love them so much, so that we will cry for them Cant imagine how suffer when they were eaten crocodile You can ignore this post, i just want to write out my sadness~

Finally exam is over (: After exam, we have two week holiday break.. Sound nice rite? But dont know want to do what... People is like this one, when schooling time, student like holiday.. When holiday, people like schooling time, including me ;) But i more prefer holiday, because i can sleep until very lately and no need to wake up by alarm You people have a feeling when sleep with alarm? Feel like very stress Last Sunday was one month that he break with me.. Maybe I should no care about his thing anymore, but i cant stop it.. Everyday i see his profile whether got new update or not Malangnya, i saw a girl name as JOCLYN SEE comment on his profile, and say thank to him, say out all the thing is much better Swt~ He got this kind of 'zhuan chang' how come i dont know -.- He didnt counselor me before!!!! How she know that girl, i also dont know.. They two got sms, i also dont know.. Even that SIOW PING's thing, i also dont know.. I doubt he break with me, i...